Saturday, January 18, 2014

X: My Spoken Word

I am more than the suit that I wear
Ethnic person with curly hair
Living in a world that has two views
You better get that person; do them before they do you
Play by the book or break all the rules
Play by the smarts or play the damn fool
Buy or steal, cheat or love
Damn, everything falls under all the above
But, really if were above it
Then why do we continue to fall
Where falling can hurt and lies can cut
The world as we know it, is one huge rut
Where dollar teas have no lemon
Where fries have the fresh taste
The fresh taste, something like a little Debbie cake
However, I do not want your sweet lies
Take back your sweet potato pie, your chinky eyes
Which we both have, show a glimpse into the future, sometimes the past
I just laugh, because I am hungry, however not for you
I am hungry for embrace, a new rising and a new day
Where the moon kisses the sun and the rain goes on vacation
A tropical paradise, a new destination
Where the birds speak words and the lions dance
I’m finally back from my X-trance
Where I take my mind to new heights
No one can understand my hype or maybe you do, which is cool
If you do not, I pity the fool
Because really you should, the future is me
At least that is how I feel; you do not have to believe it
However, to me it is so very real
As real as the wind, as real as the sea
Roaming mountains, Brides and Grooms to be
However, not yet because everything has not been written
Yet all has been spoken in words not known
Life not witnessed
Children not yet grown
However, sometimes I just groan because I cannot say enough
I just make a huff and puff out my SPOKEN WORD.

By: Xavier Jonte’ Thompson






The Dedication

When I look back, life has not easy and that is a fact
I have had good friends; I have had those that were bad
I had people in my life that did nothing but make me sad
I have been up and I have been down
Always have kept my head up and never a frown
Now, I find that life is changing and some do not have good wishes for me
That is cool though, because I stay doing my own thing
My success will not stop and you will stay the same
There is a word for that today; I think it is called Lame
A lame chick and a dumb dude, full of talk that is somewhat rude
However, I do not talk I let my actions speak
I have my ancestor’s blood in me I could never be weak
For the good in my life, I thank you for that
Cannot put a price on friendship and that is a fact
Life is just crazy and sometimes I take things too serious
However, I know I am not crazy or delirious
I just sit back and watch how people do and how they are
Not realizing everyone can be a star
You have got to reach and reach high
I believe and know I can fly
However, in the meantime I have to say goodbye
To those who hold me down and do not wish me well
That is life and I refuse to fail
However, this is not meant to be bad, it is all about the good
Each day I grow, I see the change and feel it deep inside
Better then what a doctor could prescribe
I cannot ask for anything better and I will not
Everything in life cannot be a do not, it has to be a can
That is how I feel and hope you will not appeal
Because this word is legal and binding
Like a post-funeral meeting and read will
Let love flow, I just had to keep it REAL.

By: Xavier Jonte’ Thompson







 Through It All

The more time spent, the harder I fall
The more text sent, I feel a closer draw
Though contact, it feels like it is in the air
However, I do not know if I can accept the dare
Life is funny and we all play a part
However, I do not know if I should make the first start
I have no direct answer and can only guess
I really do not know if this is best
I am not wrapped up in the thought
Love is gained and can’t be bought
I just need to know, I can feel the attraction
Together we could start a chain reaction
However, I am going to sit back and review the notes
Because sometimes you never know
Nevertheless, THROUGH IT ALL, I am still a part of this crazy show.

By: Xavier Jonte’ Thompson










The Wind Blowing Friend

What is a wind-blowing friend?
We have all had them
Those that are there, but do not stay until the end
They try to defend actions and then turn around and do it all again
They change like the breeze and you have no jacket
They are missing something, they cannot help that they lack it
Because a wind blowing friend, is the one you give the head nod
Keep it moving, because you are a straight fraud
Wind blows in all seasons
They are lurking and searching
It almost seems like they are determined
To mess in your life and not be real
Not everybody says it, but that is how I feel
Do not be cool with me because you just want to try to know me
Do not be a fake home girl or a fake homie
Be what you have been because I cannot have any expectation
If you do not show me anything, you will see the relation
However, I am glad for the people they know who they are
No matter how much time spent and how far
Those who failed, I knew you would in the end
The people along the way that still want to know me
The ones I walked away from you will never get to know me
The wind can be cold in this gift called Life
So, wear your jacket and bundle up tight
Because in the end what is crazy about the wind blowing friend
They end up teaching you the best lessons about life in the end.

By: Xavier Jonte’ Thompson



You Will Never Change

You will never change
As much as you pretend to
You will never change
After everything we have been through
You cannot have me and everybody else
I think more of myself; do you know the wealth of self?
Years of hurt, buried by continuous lies
Still after all that time, you never even try
You assume I will always be there
I did stay too long from hope, believing that you would care
Therefore, now that I am gone, you have turned a new leaf
I am proud of you; you finally want to live right
However, to take you back I would be a fool
Everybody knows a zebra does not change its stripes
In my heart you will always be
Because love never dies, once you have loved
However, look up towards the sky
Another story is being written from above
Our journey, our story is over no more hope
In distance or close range
I hope that one day you will prove me wrong when I say you will never change.

By: Xavier Jonte’ Thompson



One Little Drop

Yes, I know I can clearly see
Why you cannot accept me
My blood is red, attached to a crimson heart
However, we live in worlds completely apart
Am I not good enough?
Do you find me unworthy?
Truly, I was born from God’s mercy
I stand and wait, praying for the day
When you might say hello or look my way
Negro child born into circumstance
However, more than anything, I would love a chance
I look in the mirror standing proud, whom do I see?
A hurt and sometimes lost young man on a great journey
I embrace the pain, the hurt I carry daily
I will never be accepted, but in my heart, I am hoping one-day maybe
I stand tall and face the world
While society has emotions at deadlock
I guess my life would have been easier, if it was not for the rule called One Drop.


By: Xavier Jonte’ Thompson